screamingemokid

I have made a new account. www.AztecComedian.deviantart.com IF you want to keep watching me art and such add me and etc. Im not going to delete this account but im not sure if im going to submit anymore art since i have my other one. i was just tired of this stupid name and people assuming im some 15 going to that teenage angst shit listening to my stupid teenager music. I did make up this name outta a joke but i guess i was the only one that got it. It just crazy to see how much 'art' ive made along the years. The good and the bad. So this isnt a good bye but more moving to my 'college' account. this one is way to much of my teenage shit

I've notice the growing up i've done thru here by reading my journals. Im all old now, ha. The shitty relationships that i was in. All tattooed, pierced, and gauged up. I feel like im having some kind of realization of my mistakes, and that it was for my own good. I still dont know if im happy though. Even with my alcoholism and drug use to a stop. I will i be happy when he asked me the question? I feel no matter what im just not happy after all the fights. Great im depressed now. I just want to be alone. I love you doesnt cut it anymore..

its been a while since ive been on here and able to post shit up. i finally have the time and will be posting alot more crazy weird shit. with school and all. alot has changed. i just wished i could change my name instead of making a whole new account. whatever. with a new person now. its not going as i planned. life likes to throw you a curve ball doesnt it. or penis should i say. ha. at least ive grown not much else to say.